[i] hmm....there's HERO... if u look inside ur heart... U don't have to be afraid...... of what U are...... there's an answer... if U reach into ur soul.......... and the sorrow that u know..... will melt away........ and then a hero comes along.... with the strenght to carry on..... and U cast ur fears aside....... and U knoe U can survive....... so when U feel like hope is gone. Look inside U and be strong and YOU'll finally see the truth..... that the HERO lies on U..... it''s a long road...... when ur face the world alone.... no one reaches out a hand.... for U to hold.... U can find lurve..... if U search within urself..... and the emtiness U felt..... will disappear........... ........ and then a HERO comes along LORD knows dreams are hard to follow.. .. but dont let anyone tear 'em away...... hold on..... there will be tomorrow...... in time... U'll find the way..... . ....and then the HERO comes along.. with the strenght to carry on... and U cast ur fears aside...... and U knoe U can survive...... so when U feel like hope is gone... Look inside U and be strong.... and YOU'll finally see the truth... That a HERO lies in U...... That a HERO lies in U..... That a HERO lies in.............. YOU[/i]
(thanks for this song, given from a very sweet frenh of mine, who never get damn bored of me.. she ligthened my life a bit up today, thanks for that mimi.. she is really, really meant to me n i noe she feels the same too..)
didn't have mood for today, even going 4 the math152 class that once i loved most.. never thought these stoopid dumbshit things would happen to me as i arrived 'ere.. one after another problem comes, n i still couldnt hold the prior situations tight n perfectly.. wth.. hehh, never gonna let the others knowin' those probs cos i guess i can handle those by myself..
sumtimes i keep wonderin, why in this world God had made me.. a person who never thanks n appreciates of his beauty existence.. a person who keeps makin mistakes n sins.. n a person who never regrets of every faults he's doin..
but i alwez know that God didn't create me n the otha people for no reason, myb i just didn't realize it.. yeah man, i'm still finding the way, n perhaps the right path of being the real myself.. ahaa, there's one time i felt like i'm gonna commit a suicide, just like a student of Buckeye two days ago.. i dun think my death would effect on another's lifes, but at last i confessed not goin to end my life soOo easy, just like that dumbass crap.. ehehh, i must live long, gettin older whilst watchin my otha siblings grow up n get married 8) ..
sowwey to one of my frens (uknowwhouare), as i'm feeling not so well today, hope when she's browsin my blog she would reckon it n accept my apologies.. i'm really, really gettin sick those leavin days, but i'd prefer not to tell my probs to anyone..
thats all 4now i guess, my beauty-browned-eyes really need a good rest from a very hectic day.. papai :wink:
I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you Your breath on my face your warm, gentle kiss I taste the truth, I taste the truth We know what I came here for So I won't ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the on who's in your arms to hold you tight I wanna be with you There's nothing more to say There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way I wanna be with you
So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore And I'll savor each touch that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before How beautiful it is Just to be like this
Oh, baby I can't fight this feeling anymore(anymore) Drives me crazy when I try to So call my name and take my hand Can you make my wish, baby, your command(command)? Yeah
Oh yeah I wanna be with you Wanna be with you, ooo, yeah I wanna be, I wanna be {Repeats}
[b]Song by Mandy Moore..kinda cute rite isn't sheż? [/b]
nah, rasekan mimi.. i dunno whether i can stay with my gf longer than we would expect.. she seemed really upset in our chat b4 jumaat prayer today.. aaaa, i could only dream of marrying a perfect woman, making 4 sons, and happily live ever after.. but in fact i myself even couldnt care of a gurl's feelings, DAMN!! i really hope sumone can understand my feelings rite now, n i dun think nobody could.. thinking of this thing really makes me moody and a lil bit scared, afraid of being left again :cry:.. HEY wake up mimi, dun get sad, go out and have a fresher air outside... errm, main skate kut lps nih, nak relax bebetul lps tuh(tido) 8)
got headaches a lot today.. it's just early in the mornin n i'm totally sick of my roomate.. AAAAARRGHH!!! wish i could rip him off n kick his ass out, but frens r frens.. that's his style n whut can i do?? errmm.. hope 2 move out from that hell a.s.a.p b4 i 'm dying useless.. Fark that stupid biatch!!!
